Sunday, June 28, 2009

::.Hewon'tCHANGEforYOU.::


Already in love?So so in love with him?Love him because of his kind heart?Until one day u realize dat he is hot-tempered person...Alwiz have fight wif him about sumthing...when he calms down n he realize how horrible he has been, finally u forgive him rite?n u wish n u believe dat one day he will eventually change..Gurl,wakes up n stop dreaming!plz remember diz..PERSON CAN RARELY CHANGE HIS CHARACTER.

If he is hot-tempered,impatient n emotionally or physically abusive now,u will hv 2 suffer his attitude 4 as long as da relationship lasts.juz becoz u r so in luv wif him,so u can forgive his harsh words bcoz u think dat he will change 4 u..so u forgive him again n again,making excuses n even taking da blame 4 his mean n nasty behaviour towards u..

When luv hurts,it is degrading n belittling.it will soon whittle down ur pride n dignity as a woman,making u feel useless n unlovable..

Act, how can a man be kind if he screams sharp words at u all da time??diz man DOES NOT APPRECIATE YOUR LOVE n has little tenderness in him.he enjoys da power over u, da gurl who is alwiz willing n obliging..

So,wat r u waiting 4?juz break up wif him!it will not kill u 2 break up wif a man who causes such havoc in ur heart n ur mind..if he is da one 4 u, he should be encouraging u in everything u do wif love n understanding..so,why hang on to heartache when u hv so many bright wonderful opportunities 4 da future?give urself da chance 2 meet a few more fellows b4 u decide on da love of ur life..dear..everything will be ok..=)

Friday, June 26, 2009

::.sumthingTOtalkABOUT.::

So so in luv wif Kid a.k.a Abu a.k.a Nas-T..hahaha..how can i find sumone like him yg gle2 n alwiz makes people laugh..hmm really2 admire his character..i want him so bad,but how can i?huhu..instead,he already had a gurlfren..huwa!!so frustrated!
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connected...
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Currently crazy wif Blogger Boy series bcoz he was there!hahaha..juz kidding;) act diz stowy cool beb..wif their cool manga makes diz stowy different..totally in luv wif diz stowy..hehe..
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cte len..
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tetibe duk terpk bout my best buddies..we've been 2gether 4 bout 10years now..ade yg lebih dr tu..mcm min,ajan n ejai yg aku dh knal n rapat de sekolah rendah g..really thank God coz i hv them in my life..dgn kesibukkan kami dgn tggjwb msg2 kami cube gak curi mse utk berkumpul n luagkan mse bersama..walaupun byk bende yg dh berlaku n kte sme dh byk berubah,dh xmcm dlu lg tp alhamdulillah kte msh bersahabt smpai skrg..aku rindu pd semua kenangan kte..
klu diingat balik,bykkan kenangan kte bersame..esp mse dlu2 la..mse sekolah..kte wat bubur reramai kat umah aku,slalu wat bday suprise,wat BBQ,g pantai duk wat kecoh kat pantai..hehe..n skrg pn klu ade mse kte wat bende2 tu gak..n plg kureng pn kte akn kuar mkn sesame,tukar2 cte..yg xleh blah ble kowang tuduh aku penyebab kowang pts cinta ngan awek kowang..haha..aku bkn wat pape pon..dah mmg kowang xde jodoh ngan dieowg,salahkan aku lak..hehe..tp yg plg xleh blah kowang lak gelakkan aku mse aku pts cinta..hukhuk..kowang mmg kejam!tp..aku steady jek..hehe..npe aku steady?sbb kowang yg wat aku gelak blk..kowang yg menceriakan aku..walaupun dlm hati nie cme aku je yg taw cmne rasenye,tp ngan kehadiran kowang kat cc aku, dah ubat "sakit" aku tu..rasenye aku lg rela pts cinta kot dr ilang kowang..haha..statement xleh blah..hehehe..nway,thanx buddies..thank u so much 4 everything..sungguh..aku rase bahagia ngan kowang..aku rase selamat ngan kowang..no wonder la kowang sme jd menantu idaman mak mertua..esp 4 da guys..hahaha..hmm u all guys juz like my family..thanx sbb hadir dlm hidup aku n thanx sbb slame nie sabar layan karenah aku yg mcm2 nie slame nie..sayang sgt kat kowang..XOXO
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cite len lg..
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Postponed nak tgk transformers..slamat la duit fairus dr belanje shah..hu..kte try tgk next week ea kowang..sowie shah,ko xdpt join,walaupn aku taw ko xksh pnn sbnarnye..kn?kn?kn?ke ko ksh sbnrnye,cme nak jage ati aku jek?hehe..so,sape2 nak join kami,angkat tangan..tp perbelanjaan dtanggung sendr la ek..hehe..sasz klu blk ckp la..leh join skali;)cannot wait to watch da muveee!!!=D


Thursday, June 25, 2009

::.oohhTRANSFORMERS.::



Please try selecting another type of ticket
or a different show time.





Balik2 menatang nie yg kuar..huwa!!!nak nengok transformers ramai2 ngan kowang..tp sme fully book..hukhukhuk..br je ingt nak spent time reramai..lme xwat cam gitu kan..tp yg plg penting kami berjaya hasut shah tgk wayang..(itupun sbb fairus kate nak blanje..hahaha)xkisah la..tp tu la..klu x weekend nie ble lg..pasni shah dah blk muadzam..min, ajan n ayie dh sebok kje..aku n fairus pon dah start class..kowang,nak gak tgk ngan kowang..hukhuk..min..ko cr tiket smpai dpt ek..hehehe




::. READYforLOVE.::


I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held in your captivity

I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace
Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for
Cause you might receive
But if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear?
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here

If you give me half a chance
I'll prove this to you
I will be patient, kind, faithful and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respect's the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can

I am ready for love
Here with an offering of
My voice
My Eyes
My soul
My mind

Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

I am ready

Erm..very nice song n i luv it..i am ready for love..yup,satu mase dlu aku bersedia utk menghadapi cinta..aku bukak hati aku utk die..tp itu dulu..skrg,aku mmg xready..n aku xnak pk pn dh pasal cinta..biarla..biarlah sumenye berlalu..smpai satu mse mungkin aku akn bersedia kembali..tp aku sndr xpasti ble msenye tu..semuanya ku serah padaNya..sekarang aku cme berusaha utk capai impian aku..mencari saki baki kekuatan dlm diri nie dan menghadapi kehidupan dgn lebih bahagia dan tenang..life is so short so i want to make it sweet..doakan diri ini bahagia n berjaya dunia n akhirat..insyaAllah..Amin..

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

::.tunjukkanAKU.::

Muzik dari jiwa
Lagu dari hati
Cerita sepurnama
Canda dan menangis
Belum ku selami
Caturan terjadi
Telah dipukul badai
Apa mungkin terlerai...

Soalan tersendu
Balas hampa bisu
Tuhan tunjuk sesuatu
Apa dia yang satu itu
Tunjukkan aku...


Kepada sahabat...
Masih ade lg ke ruang utk kte bersahabat mcm dlu lg?sedangkan hati kita masih sakit dgn ape yg berlaku..masih menyalahi antara satu sama lain walaupun kte xpenah tunjukkan...tp pd hakikatnya,itulah yang berlaku..saling menyakiti antara satu sama lain..bilakah semua nie akan berakhir?persahabatan yg kte janjikan adakah mungkin akan terjd dgn keadaan kte mcm nie?sungguh aku rindu dirimu sahabat..situasi kte skrg xpernah menenangkan jiwa dan hati nie...Sampai bile akan mcm nie?atau mungkin ini adalah pengakhiran kte?yg terbaik buat kte?hati ini..maafkanlah dirinya..sebenar2 maaf..aku harap,kte boleh menjernihkan kembali hubungan kte..sesungguhnya,pernah mengenalimu adalah sesuatu yang indah dan xpernah aku kesalkan...

dari sahabat untuk sahabat


Tuesday, June 23, 2009

GETurLIFEback!!!

Problem: Dumped and in despair

Symptoms: Lost of ur control,broken-hearted,confusion,stress and shock.

Causes:

When we form a union wif sumone, we actually build a new identity for ourselves around dat person. When we dream of wat life 2gether would b like, we take dat identity into da future. But when dat person is no longer part of us, da image of dat self falls away n for a time, we might struggle wif remembering who we r in our original form n diz is usually an uncomfortable process...
To re-image the future takes some effort.

How to solve?

Da fastest way out is through facing up 2 da truth of wat has happened. Once u do, put it past u. u r not it.it muz not define u.remember da time 4 all da gud things it earned u n then wrap it up n set it free...
Let out da phase of anger u r entitled now.Go 4 anything dat u were thinking about wif a single-mindedness dat will give u new vigour n strength.when da day finally comes when u r strong enough. u will c dat watever happened is, it happened 4 da best. that's when u'll realize u r stronger,better,happier than u ever were!=D






Monday, June 22, 2009

kronologiKEHIDUPAN


Takde sape pun inginkan hidup diselubungi kesedihan. Apatah lagi untuk membiarkan kesugulan itu berpanjangan...Kehidupan xsemudah yang disangka..Kdg2 kte bahagia..sgt2 bahagia..tp kdg2 kte terjatuh kecewa sehingga xberdaya utk berdiri kembali..

Hari berganti hari,bulan silih berganti..umur kte semakin bertambah sehingga xterbilang oleh jari..Kdg2 aku jatuh,tp aku gagahi diri nie utk berdiri kembali..Mencuba utk mengorak langkah dgn lebih berhati2 agar tak tergelincir semula..

Setiap org di dunia nie,mahukan kejayaan dan juga kebahagiaan yg berpanjangan..Tp sebagai seorang insan yg kerdil,mmg dh tertulis bhwa kejayaan dan kebahagiaan itu xselamanya milik kita di dunia nie..Kdg2 kte akn kat atas dan ade mse kte akn kat bawah..Hari nie kte ketawa penuh gembira tanpa menyedari bhwa esk kte mungkin akn menangis..Mse tu,baru kte tersedar dr mimpi yg indah..

Kdg2 bile dikenang, bodohnye kte terjerat dlm permainan cinta..lebih bodoh lg ble kte gagal kerana cinta yg kecundang..Tp mmg hakikatnye, kehidupan dlm cinta susah utk dpisahkan dr hidup kte..pemikiran itu bermula dr akal,dan kasih sayang itu bermula dr hati dan seterusnye,bercambahlah perasaan cinta antara dua jiwa..Tapi,ble hati dah berpaling tadah,rindu jd benci, sayang jd menyampah, gurauan jd marah..Betapa pentingnya peranan hati dlm cinta..


Inilah diri kte, terlalu asyik bermain dlm cinta..Terlalu leka dan bergembira smpai kte lupe yg kte ade Maha Mengetahui..Bila kte tersungkur, baru kte merangkak mencariNya..

Kte sume tau yg sejarah xkan menipu kte..Tp kte slalu lupe utk menceduk pengalaman sejarah itu dan menjd lebih berhati2...

Tp ble sumenye dah dikuasai nafsu,kte jd buta utk melihat,pekak utk mendengar,terhenti utk berfikir..Jgnla dibiarkan nafsu tu menguasai diri..Sesungguhnya,pengalaman hidup tu penting..Jgn dbiarkan ia berulang kembali klu xnak terluka parah seperti mse lalu..Ini adalah realiti,kronologi kehidupan kte sebagai seorang manusia yg hina..

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